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Merry Christmas everyone, from me to you. I hope you guys are all finding it fun or whatever, wether it be alone with family or gifts or no gifts. Or if you don't celebrate, that's cool too. I like Christmas. Sort of. I like giving people presents and opening mine. And the food.

I don't like my family though. Most of them anyway. I'm sort of a nobody to them, because my dad refuses to go to any social event aside from ones he's peer pressured to, and my mom doesn't even speak English half the time, so sometimes it feels like they're taking it out on me instead and that this I am a reminder of their actions.

Honestly I haven't been posting much, life is going better than before. Sort of. We make do.

Love you all <3
Xo.

Ps. Almost deleted this draft on accident and cried. Thank chrome!

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sorry im not here to yap ur heads off again
had a good day
happy rambles later C:

hello! i think? does anyone read this? this is just an intro. feel free to ignore.

hi. im mikey. for now. im transgender, but i dont really know. im 15 as of 01/12/25, and i live at home. i guess you could tell i'm an introvert. or maybe you cant? you probably cant. i have a massive fear of going outside, and i only go out for school or if im going with friends. i dont smoke or do drugs. I drink sometimes, but for parties. ive never really vaped, id say im a lot more straight edged but im a magnet for contact highs because i spend a lot of time on my phone in the toilets because I dont like some of my friends. and i think online friends are better than real ones. id say I ramble a lot when contact high, not that I dont normally, when im with my friends I like to ramble a fucking lot.

I like a lot of things. some would say I am most likely autistic. they are probably right. if I could list off the top of my head, there'd be a lot of music, 2000s crap, my chemical romance, uhhhh cats, iron maiden, my guitar bass (she's called illi!). for fun i like playing dnd. because of scheduling, normally it happens once a year on my birthday. I also like being weird. like, walk down a creepy alleyway with your friends and pray to not die weird. I like people who don't have the police on speed-dial, it keeps things fun. people are way too strict with having fun, i think. ill probably make a post about that sometime later though.

im in a band! we're having a lot of conflict with the names right now. i play bass. sort of worried everything will fuck over cuz we barley practice, but ill keep you all posted. right now its called paper ghosts! my ex is the singer. were not on the best terms right now. i really wanna start a band and get big. im kind of worried i dont have anything else going for other than that band. im antisocial, and love video games. not really job worthy material. i remember i had a work experience where I was so quiet they just left me in the closet. oops.

can you tell i have sooo much going on in my little life? there's more things going on in the past than the present right now. ill update you in the future. or whenever I have time.

watching the 2003 dvd visions of the beast by iron maiden. really good! would definitely recommend.

xo.