parker lewis cant lose
Dec. 30th, 2025 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butyourewrongim so pissed off. i try to be nice because we havenāt talked in a week and you start getting pissy with me, after youāve already left me on delivered for over an entire fucking day. i donāt get it.
i just feel sick with anger right now, and itās stirring in my stomach. i feel like i tend to exaggerate my emotions sometimes to sound cooler, but i really feel sick. like i could throw up all the cold water i just drank. what did i even do?
i wish i didnāt have to be coddled just so i wonāt be offended or hurt, i like it a little though. i like when people care enough to make sure iām okay. but thereās no one to coddle me right now. no one to tell me i just got the tone of the message wrong or it wasnāt meant to sound so snarky. no one to tell me to quit being a bitch. this is the last post that i write for you.
i donāt want to ghost him for another year (about 11 months to be more accurate), but things are looking grim..happy new year?
xoxo
a
i just feel sick with anger right now, and itās stirring in my stomach. i feel like i tend to exaggerate my emotions sometimes to sound cooler, but i really feel sick. like i could throw up all the cold water i just drank. what did i even do?
i wish i didnāt have to be coddled just so i wonāt be offended or hurt, i like it a little though. i like when people care enough to make sure iām okay. but thereās no one to coddle me right now. no one to tell me i just got the tone of the message wrong or it wasnāt meant to sound so snarky. no one to tell me to quit being a bitch. this is the last post that i write for you.
i donāt want to ghost him for another year (about 11 months to be more accurate), but things are looking grim..happy new year?
xoxo
a
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Dec. 28th, 2025 06:34 pmbutyourewrongi love my friends, donāt get me wrong, but thereās only so many times you can punch me in my ribs without me getting irritated. iām running on oreos and ice water and you decide to keep doing shit you know pisses me off. weāve been friends for about 3 years, you know how little my temper is. you can see my mood shift in my face.
i donāt care that much that she hit me, i care because it wasnāt even really deserved. and i donāt like being scared. you literally watched me curl up before you hit me and you did it anyway. wtf. itās okay though cos weāll be cuddled up in 2 min.
we made up right after i wrote this ššš
i donāt care that much that she hit me, i care because it wasnāt even really deserved. and i donāt like being scared. you literally watched me curl up before you hit me and you did it anyway. wtf. itās okay though cos weāll be cuddled up in 2 min.
we made up right after i wrote this ššš
happy holidays
Dec. 23rd, 2025 02:14 ambutyourewrongitās been a while since iāve written on here and wasnāt in distress or upset. i was going to say ābut when am i not upset,ā but iām actually in a good mood right now.
do you ever think about what dinosaurs thought before that meteor hit them? like āoh itās about timeā or maybe they thought the sun was exploding. dinosaurs freak me out. imagine they were still here, would we even be here? would we co exist? would they keep us as pets? do you think your pets would rather be with you or in the wild?
do you have pets? i have a turtle named mikey, me and my friend agreed on the name. she wanted to name him that because of michelangelo (that orange turtle), i agreed because of mikey way. i really
am a geek. i actually donāt know if mikey is a boy or girl, and iām not sure when i decided he was a guy? iāll be able to tell when heās older. even if mikey does end up being a girl iāll keep the name, he wonāt know anyway.
if you celebrate, whatās on your christmas list? whatās hanukah like for people who celebrate? i feel like it would be so cool getting gifts 8 days straight, youād have stuff to look forward to for over a week. anyway, whatever you celebrate, spend time with the people you love, have a great time
happy holidays, xoxo
a
do you ever think about what dinosaurs thought before that meteor hit them? like āoh itās about timeā or maybe they thought the sun was exploding. dinosaurs freak me out. imagine they were still here, would we even be here? would we co exist? would they keep us as pets? do you think your pets would rather be with you or in the wild?
do you have pets? i have a turtle named mikey, me and my friend agreed on the name. she wanted to name him that because of michelangelo (that orange turtle), i agreed because of mikey way. i really
am a geek. i actually donāt know if mikey is a boy or girl, and iām not sure when i decided he was a guy? iāll be able to tell when heās older. even if mikey does end up being a girl iāll keep the name, he wonāt know anyway.
if you celebrate, whatās on your christmas list? whatās hanukah like for people who celebrate? i feel like it would be so cool getting gifts 8 days straight, youād have stuff to look forward to for over a week. anyway, whatever you celebrate, spend time with the people you love, have a great time
happy holidays, xoxo
a
