me(us)you

[heavvymoon]

you may never know of what ive told others. they know everything, just how everyone you know knows everything. in an argument, there'll be at least one speck of reason which i don't think you can comprehend. there are two sides to every coin, two sides of the moon, two sides of good and evil. you refuse to accept anything other than sympathy from others. i hate you. you're amazing. i know you're not doing well. nor am i. but why won't you ever treat like just your friend?

my head hurts. i found the old biscuits for my cat the other day. almost a month ago he had died. and you barley cared. his death has fucked me over. my grades have dropped after what happened between me and you and my cat, and now everybody is out for me. even those who ive known for a short while. how do you like a taste own medicine? i can blame what happened on every other problem in my life too.

sorry to annoy. keep the faith.
xo.